lettersforher2

Before I end this year and celebrate Christmas i wrote this letter not for you to notice me but instead to express my appreciation and admiration for you,I doubt that you will ever see these, and if you do,omg hahahahaha.

To Ms. Audrey Villaruel of Landy NHS, thank you for serving as my motivation because of you I didn't really actually hate Mondays' that much. It actually became bearable, you're also the reason why I want to know more and study more things,read books and participate well to my classes because I just know that you will not appreciate lazy people specially in academics because you're an academic achiever, a student leader, president , member of numerous clubs in school, journalist and even a servant of god. Before,I would rather stay in my room and talk to my friends than go out every recesss/lunch break but suddenly I start taking that chance to go out wishing I could take a glimpse of you.I am not a fan of roaming around the campus but because of you I start going out I start roaming around everytime I got a chance even if I don't have my umbrella with me every afternoon, hoping that our paths would cross on the busy hallway and exchange hi's and hello's but I don't think I can handle that cause the moment that you will smile on me or even greet me for sure I will be flattered.

I never thought that I am capable of admiring someone again at first I am in denial because being caught in a situation of admiring " Audrey Villaruel" is really something that I can't stand , of course how wouldn't like Audrey Villaruel, Sya na Yun eh sino bang tatanggi sa kanya but suddenly I saw my self smiling whenever mapapadaan sya sa isip ko. She's so nice, so kind,so smart, gentle in every way, pretty, goal oriented, family oriented , magalang,good fashion sense, malalim na dimples , eye smile with her gummy smile, responsible , talented , skillful.words are not enough to describe her, she's the definition of INEFFABLE you can never describe her in one word, what do I admire on her the most ,that question makes me think but to make it short I admire everything about her from her icy gaze, soft voice, always being understanding,caring, effortlessly stunning without even trying, her looks in messy bun,her brain, angelic voice , public speaking, well discipline girl and funny girl, 

Words are not enough to describe you Audrey!!

Do you know the song of the ridleys?? Aphrodite? Whenever I listen to that song o don't know but it's always you that I can picture in my head

"I see the galaxies when I look in your eyes and I

Can't speak no I

Can't speak at all

I swear to Zeus you're Aphrodite in disguise

Don't think that you can hide it from me

Oh no I never thought I'd get this close to someone so divine

Oh I can't breathe no I can't breathe at all"

You're my own kind definition of Aphrodite in disguise because I never saw someone who is ethereal pretty in all possible way.Super Ganda mo just like Aphrodite . You're not just beautiful in the way they may see you ,there's something deeper in your eyes, a mystery, a curiosity that really caught my attention you're so bright , gorgeous and kind without realizing it.It's more than just your eyes or how you show your gummy smile whenever you're happy or greeting someone.It's the warmth that you bring in each person that gets close to you ,a ball of sunshine indeed , I truly see galaxies in your eyes but I'm afraid to look at it any further because I might melt on those orbs.Each smile and each glance leaves me breathless as if I seen a glimpse of divine and though you may never admit it Audrey I do see it ,I see the goddess in you,An Aphrodite in disguise Indeed .

I didn't write this for you to notice me , because I Know that there's no way that you will see this Audrey,not strong enough to tell you my admiration, would you notice me differently if I am a man instead of a woman? Admiring you is enough for me, you make me smile , you make me happy you let me feel the excitment everytime I see you and for me that's enough already because just like an art in art galleries I love admiring you and it doesn't mean I admire it or I like it needs to be mine ,arts are supposed to be showcased not to be hidden just like other admirers I'll stay quiet in the corner admiring you silently. Admiring you from distance feels safe like I can keep my feelings without risking anything I get to keep the little world where I admire you, and nothing changes, it's nice to stay in this space where I can admire you,and everything stay simple.I really admire you pero hanggang dun na lang yon. Does it made me sad knowing you will never notice me because I am a woman and not a man . I admire you without asking for return instead of being whiny I am blessed, I am happy to discover the hidden gem I am thankful that I am able to admire you from afar.I'll always make sure to include you to my prayers to god I wish that may you achieve your dreams and reach all of the things you want to achieve.I'll always be here supporting you from the crowd .Always gonna be your number 1 fan since day 1.  

Sagadin ko na talaga Ang kahihiyan ko 

I hope you won't find me creepy or weird I don't want you to feel that way I don't have bad intentions po I just admire you genuinely. Cringe ?? Okay lang yan